Valentines Day of 2006...I will never forget that day!! I am now a married woman & I have 2 say, its the most amazing feeling! I was so happy 2 b getting married. But standing there saying our vows & looking into each others eyes brought a feeling that I really cant describe. I didnt I would cry, I thought "Well me & Steve r gonna b married now...yay!". But it was more than that to it!!

I felt such a strong bond towards him. Its crazy. Its a feeling I cant describe but It just brought me 2 tears. A feeling of happiness. A feeling of knowing "this is my husband", a feeling of so much love, so much excitement, of knowing we are now one...I dunno. But even 2 this very moment I feel butterflies in my stomach. I feel so proud 2 know...

"THAT MAN IS MY HUSBAND!!!

Well on to a different subject, I really was sick the other day. I ended up in the hospital. I had a fever & was really dehydrated. The babys heart beat was way high. They wanted 2 keep me over night but they let me go. I felt so horrible. But everything is good now, thank god!

Yesterday we woke up & went to help my brother fix his car. I didnt feel so good, but I thought It would go away. I guess I was getting sick. When I got home I felt like shit! Last night I couldn't sleep at all. I couldnt get comfortable. Needless 2 say I still feel really really sick. I have such a bad bad headache, my sinuses feel really swollen & that started like 2 days ago when I had an allergy atack. Steve brought me over here 2 his moms house so he could call up some places since our phone aint hooked up yet. Maybe Planned Parenthood or something. I still dont have my medical & my appointment isnt till the 27th. Aint that stupid!!?? I asked for emergency medical too since im almost going on my 9th month. Dumb ass pple.

*sigh*

I feel so so sick right now...

Im really glad that me & Steve are finally by our selves. Were getting our phone & cable hooked up soon. Im just waiting for my mom 2 get back b-cuz my money is in her bank & I need her card 2 make the payment. *sigh* Shes been gone for like 2 days now & im getting pissed!!

Chris' mom works doing ultrasounds & shes gonna hook me up with a 4D sonogram. It cost about $180 bucks but for us it will b $40. We're gonna get pictures & a DVD with it. Im really excited 2 see what they'r gonna look like. I kinda dont want to do it b-cuz u can pretty much see the baby & what she will look like. Its pretty clear pictures & In a way I wanna wait till I have her 2 see her face for the 1st time. But It will b nice 2 have pictures & a DVD for her 2 see when she grows up u know. So Im gonna do it.

Thats all for now, Im not feeling 2 good.

Me & Steve have always had a hard time. We've always moved from place 2 place. I mean, we even moved all the way up 2 Idao & THAT didn't even work out!! So there we were living in a small one bed room house with my brother. My mom had also moved in to his house as well so his house is crammed packed full of her furniture & boxed up belongings. There is pretty much no room 4 any one 2 b comfortable. And me being 8 months pregnant now...maan! I had 2 sleep on the floor & I can't even sleep right! We all had planned 2 move out into a 3bed room house 2gether so we can help each other out. But I really don't wanna live with anyone. My mom agreed that it's best me & Steve live alone.

So im very excited about moving!! Were gonna b moving out 2day or 2morrow. Im very glad that im finally gonna b alone with Steve. Im very nervous though. My mom assures me everything is going 2 b ok. Steve will b making more than enough money 2 pay the rent but I can't help but feel scared. I hope shes right & everything works out ok.

Im finally done with testing in school & they told me I got "excellent" scores!! YaaY!! So all I gotta do now is pay up so I can get my GED. I wanted 2 study 2 b a CNA but now Im thinking Web Graphics...? Im not sure though so im gonna talk 2 a guidance counselor so I can see what career is best for me.

I think that is all for now....