Scared 2 Give Birth

I wake up really early & when I open my eyes, I see the closet full of Ambers little outfits. I start 2 think & I really dont like 2 think no more...Im 3 weeks away from my due date & I find myself thinking about it a lot. I know the days are going 2 go by really fast & b4 I know it, I will b in the hospital getting ready 2 see my baby for the 1st time...its scary!! I really dont know what 2 expect. I dont know how well I will b able 2 handle all of it. I want my mom 2 b in the delivery room but shes scared 2 see me in pain, I dont want 2 scare her away! LoL The big day is right around the corner & I really find myself in fear...

Im really upset!! I cant find the charger for the battery. I have the battery but dont have the charger 2 charge it. I really wanna post up pictures. Pple keep asking 2 post up pics of myself & I want too but I cant. *sigh*

My beautiful laptop...its fucking up on me!! I just wont stop freezing up on me. Every few minutes it just freezes or shuts down. Its really upsetting me & well im going 2 sell it. *frowns* Im really sad b-cuz I know its dumb. I could just send 2 get it fixed. The money I'd pay 2 fix it will b well worth it!! But I just...I guess the only reason im selling it is b-cuz we need the money. Selling an expensive laptop, tons & tons or memory in it! It was all cleaned out, no kind of junk, no programs, virus free & what not & a brand new version on windows xp installed in it. Worth lots of money but selling it for $300.00....

I know I will regreat it....